Something Needs to Change

I am not happy. Life is too short to be unhappy. I realize that there is no button I can push that will magically make me happier, assuming I even know what that is because there are days I don't believe I've ever been happy, but I need to make changes.My writing remains important to me. I need to have one project going every month. When possible, I will do my best to get it done at the beginning of the month.I also want to pursue new hobbies. I want to learn more about digital photography since I've had a camera for some time. I've found a user guide that I have read through once already, but I know it has not all sunk in, so I think I will try to reread it, a section at a time, perhaps on an every other day basis, after my writing project of the month is finished.In conjunction with the above, I need to get out there and take more photographs. This will also have the advantage of getting me to move.Finally, the most difficult part, is I need a hobby for the times when my energy levels are too low due to my cycle. I am hoping once I move more, this will stop happening, since I don't recall it being a problem when I was in better shape in my youth. Until then, I need something. I'm not sure what, though, since it's a struggle to move and I have a difficult time concentrating on anything when still.But I need to do something. Starting today. I can't go on like this. It's not good when I think of my life and all I want to do is cry.